Love

Love is amazing. I stumbled upon Romeo by chance but now I know it's meant to be. He's my soul mate. I’m so deeply in love with him. I couldn't live without him. If I didn't have Romeo I would rather be dead. I can't wait to marry him. Who cares that he's a Montague? His name means nothing to me. I am destined to be with him and nothing it going to change that. I’m going to spend the rest of my life with him. I don't know what I would do without my dearest Romeo. My family wants me to love Paris but I just cannot, now that I have experienced true love it’s impossible to go back. At this point I don’t care what my family says, I am willing to get rid of my last name and become one with Romeo, and I would not have a problem leaving everything just to be able to be happy with Romeo. I know it’s not just a phase or a hormonal thing because I am a teenager and I am going through hormones always so I would have felt something for Paris, but I didn't there was no connection no spark, unlike with Romeo with Romeo I feel like I’m on cloud 9 I’m ecstatic, I feel better, happier and I know in my heart I’m destined to be with him. I’m showing my love by risking it all, going against my families wishes, and marrying a banished man. If that's not love I don't know what is. I believe in love and marriage is the same thing, if one does not love someone there is no point in getting married to them. This became clear when I told Romeo to leave me alone and never come back if he did not love me, if he did not have good intentions. For example I do not approve of my parents marriage, it has become clear to me that my mother only married my father as a business` arrangement. I want my marriage to be inspired by love. That is why I don’t feel a "love" for them yes, I care about them but I do not love them, I love the nurse. She has been there for me all my life. She is a mother to me in every way expect biologically.